How i wish our hearts can be like these candy canes... This Christmas had indeed make me realized many things in my life... All the ups and downs that I'd gone through. Being with YOU... ALONE...with YOU and ALONE... Now...my heart is still with YOU!
Year 2011 Christmas was kinda interesting and unique for me...Well, at least is not the usual norm that I used to do all those years... Spend a night at yours on 22nd night cause had to help you prepare your training deck. Off to work on 23rd morning while you still sleeping like a cute pretty angel... Loaded all my stuffs in the car cause I wasn't thinking of staying over at yours on 23rd night. Worried that my car engine will wake you up thus I drove off real quick after get started. I went to woke like a zombie cause not enough sleep on 22nd night. In fact, we off to bed at 2.30am and it's 23rd morning. Had a real busy day at work during the 1st half and off I went to shop for Christmas's gifts for you, your nieces and gift exchange gift. 
At first I thought of getting you the TOY STORY GREEN ALIEN soft toy from Toys R Us. After much consideration, I drop the idea cause you won't be using it anyway. You had ODIE with you and it's dying there... =P Walk around the mall for few hours with lots of gifts ideas such as COACH key chain cause you always can't find your car key in your handbag, cash voucher for you to buy dresses, Toy Story Alien puzzle, towel, key holder wallet, COACH name card holder and perfume. I remember seeing your perfume left not much in your changing area so I ended up buying you that. 
I have a perfume story to tell which nearly cause my nose to disfunction. I had this idea of getting you a perfume for Christmas for quite some time. I couldn't recall which brand you're using cause I only found HUGO, KENZO and CK Be bottles in your changing room. I thought the perfume you're using was Kenzo cause you mentioned a few times about Kenzo perfume. I searched high and low for your scent.... I memorized your scent eventually. Cause everytime when I passed by one area, I can smell your scent. I thought it was the scent of your cosmetic. Little did I know that, it was the actual perfume scent that you're using. I went from brand to brand, sniffing from perfume to perfume till I can hardly smell anything after that. I still couldn't find it. So I just forget about it and will try to look again on 23rd. Finally I found your scent...
So I call up the florist and told her what to send but too bad... She only follow 75% of the brief. That's why I was so eager wanted to see your flower the moment you ask me about it. The wrapper suppose to be BLUE but it turn out green. A little disappointed. But I guess you were quite happy and surprise the moment you received it. I don't know whether you have been receiving flowers at work but I just want you to feel good. I want the rest of the people know that YOU ARE NOT AS WHAT THEY THINK YOU ARE... I was worried to death actually making this step cause you'll either HATE ME for life or YOU'll LOVE IT...But since I've got nothing to lose so what the heck? =)
Flower was just a part of the plan... I planned to send you 3 gifts cause GOOD THINGS come in 3 remember? I think it's kinda fated. I was your secret santa and I just need to squeeze a little brain juice on how to send you another 2 gifts then the idea of GOOD THINGS COME IN 3 can be succeeded! BINGO! Your sis invited me for her Christmas party. I wasn't thinking of passing the final gift personally cause I thought that I might not be seeing you anymore. Well, we're fated to spend this Christmas season together I guess...Somehow, we're gonna meet up on the 23rd night. Got lost while on my way to your sis and waiting patiently for your call. Made the call to you cause couldn't wait anymore and found out that I'm suppose to call. Meet you up at Starbucks 15mins before Christmas Eve's eve and had to help your subord. Thought we can go hang out at bar but you shut me off. Our actual plan was...I meet you up after I finish at your sis and we will go somewhere to snack and drink. But you were too busy to recall....
I was really happy when you told me that you were surprise and shock when you got up and found out that I'd took away all my stuffs. You thought that I'll spend another night at yours. The way you tell me shows you're quite disappointed that I'm not staying at yours. I actually took back my luggage to change for some clean clothes. I knew you'll want me to stay over at yours so I actually packed my luggage. Our Christmas Eve's eve was spend by helping you finishing your work... To me, it really doesn't matter just as long as you're there with me... Had breakfast with you before I left for home on Christmas Eve was the best thing ever happen. Of all these years, I never got the chance to spend any of the Christmas Eve with my loved one and 2011 is the very first year that I got to spend it someone whom I really loved and that's you!
Got home and busy prepare for the Christmas Dinner Feast. Lots of eating and chatting with family and friends but my heart keep thinking about you. I was wondering how are you doing at your sis? Are you having a good time? Do you enjoyed it? What you get for Christmas this year? And I was waiting for your messages or call actually. My heart was with you at your sis's. Finally i got to call you and found out that you just got home.
Hearing you telling me what you get for Christmas this year on 24th or should I say Christmas day since it's after 12am... What happen at your Christmas dinner? What you plan to do... I'm really happy. Cause somewhere in your heart there's place for me. And I'm really glad that you and your sis are really working out to make things better among you girls... Your ice-cream date should be a good closure for the year 2011...
Thank you for spending those days before Christmas with me...It meant a lot to me...
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