I know you miss me...

Hey baby,

I wasn't expecting to see you last night since you just had a tiring day travelled back from training for few days. After sending some fruits for your parents, I went back straight to office. Your mum told me that you were sleeping and thought of letting you know that I'm there but I stopped her. I told her that I wasn't there to see you but just to give them the fruits and I'm actually rushing back to office to work. So she send me off to the door.

I didn't thought you would want to go out after a  long day. Since you BLOCK me from FB and you want to act cool by not sms or call me, you still find your way to talk to me... Sametime! I brushed one of our colleague off cause I want to concentrate on the work but eventually I failed to brush you off. Worst still I stop work and go pick you up for a drink. Listening to all your stories and you telling me how tired you are...I knew you wanted my attention. You still wanted me care about you. The funny part is...you showed me your bruised thumb and tell me how you bruised it. Your tone of voice and expression showing that 'Bee, look at my thumb... :(   It hurts'. Well, when I help to press your thumb...Your face showed a sense of happiness.

If according to your character, you wouldn't see me last night. I guess some parts in your heart started missing me after I'd been gone for few days break. You're probably expecting me to put a night at your place so through out the whole journey, you didn't even mention 'Do I want to put a night at your place?' cause you were expecting me to open up but I didn't. At your house, you open all your gates to let me take my stuffs to go in with you but I just stand outside. Your face looked disappointed when I told you that I just wanted to take my laptop. I can hear the disappointment tone in your voice. To be honest, I really wanted to stay but I just don't want to wake you up so early cause I have to go office the next morning. I haven't seen this look from you before even when we were together back then... Probably because all these while I've not turn you down.

I called you awhile ago but you didn't pick up and I thought you don't want to talk to me since you already reply me saying that you're eating already. I'm really glad that you called back. Although I'm quite disappointed that you turned down our date tonight but it's ok. I'll still be right beside you....Near to you... I do hope miracles to happen tonight that you'll change your mind. I really wished to see you tonight. I really am. I hope that I can hold you tight and kiss you once more tonight...