Hey baby,
I hope you are feeling better today. Knowing that you are sick yesterday really worries me....After the call, I drove to your house to see if you are ok...I really wish that i could step out of the car, walk into your room, touching your forehead to check if your fever is ok. I still remember how sick you were back then a month ago. You were sleeping in my arm for 3 days until you are well. All these memories are still very clear in my mind. I wish i could do that again but I know you will not want it anymore... Hearing your voice last night i can imagine how's your look.... :)
Silly me for buying you a pack of ciggi and sweets while you are sick. Sowie, baby... I didn't know that you are sick. I left it in your jacket. Bought you 2 tubes of toothpaste too. I know yours probably running low by now cause i bought that for you previously and i doubt that your mum will buy that toothpaste for you. I left them in your drawer where you used to put your handbag.
Anyway, i will probably drop by your house during lunch or maybe after work to check on you. You probably might not want to see me but I don't give a damn anymore.... Been caring too much about how people felt but no one ever bother about how I feel.... I am also human... I got emotions and tantrums too but who will understand that...
I missed you terribly but i can't let you know....My heart broken into pieces and the pain doesn't goes off but nobody knows it but me...And now, I got a runaway mum to attend... Baby, how i wish you are here... I really feel like breaking down now... But i couldn't.... I just realized that no one really be there for me when i really needed someone too... Anyway, you take real good care of yourself baby...Rest more and get well soon....
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