Before I start, here is a little intro about the creation of this blog...
I used to be a blogger before I attacked by a 'lazy bug' and eventually I stop to blog. Lazy bug is one of the reason but the main reason is... I have found someone whom I can trust. Someone whom I am willing to give my all... And that someone special became my blogging spot.
The reason I blog is because I have problem in trusting people. I trust no one and eventhough some are considered as my best friends but I will still put on a mask in front of them. I only take off my mask when I'm alone or being with that someone special. That someone special walk out of my life and never return a year ago but I'm very lucky..... Another someone special walk in on the same day my ex walked out.
I don't know whether is it a blessing in disguise or I'm just being stupid. This blessing in disguise doesn't last very long... We broke off after 2 months but get back together again. And now, here I am... which means...she walked out of my life again. The first time, I was in a mess and totally wasted. But today...I can just accept the fact that she walked out...I had to thank her... She changed me and changed my perception about a relationship. No doubt I loved her a lot...and trust me...that ALOT is really really ALOT... I will jump the cliff for her if needed to... at the end of the day, I just want her to be happy. Nothing else matters...
Loving someone doesn't mean you have to be with her physically but as long as she's happy then you will happy and satisfied. Can be there for her whenever she needed you...that's a blessing. True love is also about letting go... I needed a place to let it all out cause my blogging spot no longer available. That's how this blog starts.
This is the chapter of my life...
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